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Before We Die

by Zen Junkie

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1.
Saunter 03:31
(instrumental)
2.
I would love to take the time And give you a piece of my mind But I need you here today Why can’t things just be alright Don’t we love to dance and sigh Let’s fix it now before we die We could stand if we unite But if you really want a fight You can be the first to fall Cuz fall we will if we divide I’ll never want to take a side We’ve come too far to lose it all Before we die from all the shame Before we die from all the blame Before the bastards take our name Before the menace can align Before the pressure kills your mind Before we’re out of precious time I would love to take the cue And tell my rivals what to do But I ain’t no fascist pig No matter what they try to pull Your eyes are not designed for wool Your heart’s not destined for the brig And if that’s true for you than hell Might be true for me as well Strike a balance in the sky The time has come to turn our sight On those that want to make us fight And shut them down before we die Before we die from all the fear Before we die to hollow cheer Before we drown in salty tears Before we lose our loving soul Before the bastards lock control Before we spin lead out of gold
3.
Just so you know Just so you know I ain’t ever gonna go the way that you want me to go Just so you know Just so you know I ain’t ever gonna go the way that you think I should go A man goes walking down one day All around the town, nothing doing baby Not wearing a frown Deep in thought, his focus caught Truckin’ truckin’ angles of the same thing Then a bell it rings Cool cat all pumped out and fat But not around the ankles god forbid Pops the top up and off his coffin lid Struts his shit and bugs my man ‘Hey brotha one word to your mother What’s it now that’s got you feeling down?’ Ain’t too long before he starts to hum: I took the blue pill, will you take the red? One leaves you higher than life One leaves you better off dead Only option once you crack at your cage, Yeah I’ll say it, Is a game of roulette Ah na na I took the blue pill When are you gonna swallow the red? But just so you know Just so you know I ain’t ever gonna go the way that you want me to go Just so you know Just so you know I ain’t ever gonna go the way the you think I should go Man I’m talking about ain’t no stranger to drugs He drinks the drink he smokes the smoke And yeah he’s even tried love He’s tried the happy faces Popped the powder puff n snuff He hoarded snorted all that stupid shit to stave off boredom But it bored him in the face of the adventure, yeah That indetermined nature Springs a girl and springs a song For your cool shit to sing along But you don’t want to be seen with him He’s got to hide You don’t need who he is You just need an aside It’s like you’re talking to yourself When you look him half in the eye and say uh ‘Why can’t you take it in stride?’ I took the blue pill, will you take the red? One leaves you higher than life One leaves you better off dead The only option once you crack at your cage, Yeah I’ll say it, Is a game of roulette Ah na na I took the blue pill When are you gonna swallow the red? But just so you know Just so you know I ain’t ever gonna go the way that you think I should go Just so you know Just so you know I ain’t ever gonna go the way that you think I will go
4.
I can believe can believe Can believe you would say You want me you want me You want me to g-go away Breaks my heart breaks my heart Breaks my heart all the same You gotta lead you gotta lead You gotta lead with your gut You gotta dig gotta dig You’re diggin’ out of this rut You carved your name carved your name You carved your name on my heart You can’t stop it You can’t stop it You can’t stop it You can’t stop it You can’t stop it You can’t stop it You can’t stop it and I don’t want to And neither do you I miss your eyes miss your eyes Miss your eyes every day Miss your thighs miss your thighs In the worst of the ways You were mine you were mine And I don’t care what you say And I won’t and I won’t And I won’t cut it out Though I’ve bled though I’ve bled Though I’ve bled all about All I taste all I taste Yeah all I taste is your mouth You can’t stop it You can’t stop it and I don’t want to And neither do you
5.
I was almost dying Just a little bit more and I’d be gone for good But when the silver lining broke through It broke through Yeah time was flying Just a little too quick for it to dawn on you That where the silver lining takes you You’re taken to But what about the rain? What about the guilt? But what about the faith Pouring down on this life that we’ve built? Can I just let it all be killed? Or can I find the will Can I find it can I find it To set it off To get it off of the ground To not be lost To turn around and be found Yeah There was no time for crying With one little look in her baby’s eyes she knew That when the silver lining took her hand It got her through Yeah now she’s straight surviving The shaking earth fades into the rear view Cuz when the silver lining stole her heart It saved it too But what about the rain? What about the guilt? But what about the faith Pouring down on this life that we’ve built Can I just let it all be killed? Or can I find the will Can I find it Can I find it To set it off To get it off of the ground To not be lost To turn around and be found Yeah To not be lost To turn around and be found Yeah
6.
Told you that my world’s an ocean So you flipped me upside down Now every time I try to fly I start to drown Not exactly rocket science But it ain’t no hot air balloon Not exactly paper airplanes We need a change, we need it soon Show me how to love the sun And I will show you how to love the moon Show me how to love the sun And I will show you how to love the moon Sacrificial golden idol Was all I kept for self esteem And your painted, smiling, porcelain face The pillar upon which I’d lean Once you steal you’re a thief forever Break a heart, broken will be yours See how we deny this fruit we’ve eaten And in the same breath tell stories of our scars Show me how to be forgiven And I will show you how to love your scars Show me how to love this life I’m living And I will show you how to open doors Was it that you went away Or that I didn’t stop you And the things that you brought me Is that what I brought you Is it that you stayed away Or that I didn’t bring you And the way that you haunt me Is that how I haunt you? Yeah And this time we promise It was meant to last
7.
Geyser 05:06
(instrumental)

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A collection of hard-rocking alternative songs exploring themes of unity, division, progression and consequences.

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released December 28, 2023

all songs composed and performed by Zen Junkie
Guitars, Vocals - Lukai
Bass - Trevor Sergius
Drums - Kevin Moser

recorded, mixed and mastered by Andrew Conroy at Flashlight Music Group

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